"Fair? Please don’t even talk to me about fair! Fair would’ve been you wanting to marry me back then! Or fair would’ve been Chandler wanting to marry me now! Believe me, nothing about this is fair! Nothing! Nothing! Nothing! Nothing! Nothing! Nothing!" -Monica from FriendsI do believe I uttered very similar words in a meltdown in the park.
LUKE: No, I mean you doing okay with everything?
LORELAI: You're referring to my meltdown in the park.
LUKE: It wasn't a meltdown.
LORELAI: Oh, it was a meltdown. They're making it into a movie -- "Meltdown in the Park." Don't worry, it's just a working title. Baz Luhrmann's directing. And the movie Luke wears tights and sings.
LUKE: But you're okay?
LORELAI: Thanks to my knight in shining armor.
LUKE: Ah, well…
It takes a special patience for someone to let another person have a meltdown of some sort. It reveals the selfish, childish, spoiled sin that we protect so hard most of the time.
I'm thankful for a friend who will sit and listen to my petty concerns that feel earth shaking. Then I'm quickly filled with embarrassment because the person I was speaking to has probably felt this exact emotion but more intensely. So sometimes I have to force myself to let my feelings happen. Instead of apologizing for feeling them - as if that makes it any different.
I've been so confused about dating lately. I feel like I just have bad timing. Though I know that's an immature to view God's control of my life.
Well I could do this all day.
That's the gist of it,
Angela Grace
P.S. I stop blogging when I get busy. Which is silly because blogging really helps me relax when I feel busy.
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